It’s been a while since I’ve actually written a HYC Update, and since I’m home sick today, I figured I had a bit of time to catch you up.
This little guy about sums up how I’m feeling today. I have a bad cold that just popped up on Saturday morning. I thought I could ignore it, so I did a bunch of housework and took a really long walk with Sofi, but wouldn’t you know, the cold wasn’t going to be discounted that easily. No, it came back with a vengeance on Sunday morning, and then really reared its ugly head yesterday and today. No fun. Now I’m in the yucky cough phase of the cold and it’s actually reminded me of something.
I am so thankful that I quit smoking almost a year and a half ago! I used to have a cough like this on a daily basis in the mornings, until I cleared things out. And when I had a cold? Forget about it – a cough would easily turn into bronchitis, which would then turn into pneumonia. I have had bronchitis countless times (at least 15-20) and pneumonia over 7 times. Some of that was because I first had pneumonia at 3 years old and it forever weakened my lungs, but a lot of that was because I smoked.
Looking back, I can’t believe I participated in something that was so bad for me. At first smoking made me feel great – relaxed, calm, focused. But soon enough it was just a really bad habit that was like a monkey on my back. And one that the WLS surgeon really forced me to give up. And I’m so glad I did.
I can look at my weight in the same way. My problem with food and eating and gaining and (not) losing weight is something that began when I was little (being chubby as a child), but that I made worse by using food for comfort when I was bored and lonely. I realize that now as I’m almost on the other side of my unhealthy relationship with food.
Speaking of food, it’s about halfway to the promise that I made to myself four weeks ago. I have 4 1/2 more weeks until December 17th, and about 20 lbs to go. And there is no doubt in my mind at all that I will make that goal. I’ve been on point with my eating, and while I have been getting in activity every day (except these last few since I’ve been sick), I know that I need to step up my workouts to really see some drops on the scale. I’m seeing my weight go down in drips and drabs, but not a solid chunk of weight like I’m used to. But I do think I’m losing inches, because clothes are looking better on me and people are starting to notice. I saw a friend on Friday night whom I hadn’t seen for a few weeks, and she really noticed my weight loss, which was so nice. So I’m encouraged and sticking with my plan even though the scale is playing coy with me.
I also have a “Black Friday to Goal Food Plan” in the works, but I’ll reveal that after Thanksgiving. Stay tuned.
Other than this annoying cold, life is good. I’m loving the colder weather and all of the great outfits that come with it. I have been having a fun time with family and friends, and I’m so focused on my goal that I know I have no choice but to succeed.
How’s life going with you on this Tuesday?